The Uniqueness in Me

 I concluded, a few years ago, that loving people can be disappointing. Not because people are bad, but because they're limited. That's how they're created. It's not a fault but a default. And that's why we should give all our love to Krishna. However, today I realised.. .. . If that's true, then Krishna must be sooooo disappointed in a loving relationship with us, humans 😂 The thought made me laugh. I hope you laughed too.

 I think I put too much pressure on my professional life to be better than the best when I realised that my personal experiences are going to be different from others. I wanted my professional self to excel in everything she took up. When I realised I could be a top ranker, I pushed her hard to stay on top. When she did well, I was proud of her. She got a gold medal and I was on top of the world, but when she didn't get what I wanted her to get.. I didn't want her to exist. In the process of trying to keep up with my expectations, she lost her confidence. I'm sorry girl. I shouldn't have treated you the way I did. You are the best with or without a job. I'm sorry I didn't support you the way you supported me.  I'm sorry for not letting you experience life in an attempt to make it perfect. I'm glad you took to spirituality.